We broke up today. I miss him. But it's going to be okay because God is in the center. It's going to be okay because he knows what is best for me and what is best for him.
He will always be my best friend. I am praying that he will be a Godly person and that he fixes his relationship with God first before anything. He feels angry and displeased with God and he doesn't understand what's going on. He needs to focus on him and not on our relationship. This is one of the reasons we need to break up.
I need to focus on God and making myself right with him for Him alone. I need to become a better and caring person in my relationships instead of just pushing them away. I need to learn how to care in a way that is felt. Lord, teach me to do that.
It's going to be okay. Just breathe. God is in the center. It's going to be okay.
Today is September 6th 2009. We have dated for four years and a half. We broke up at 2:50 am.
It's going to be okay.
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